This was an incredibly important pilgrimage. We went to the site where we buried my miscarriage in the fall of 2010. I felt that baby was a girl, so basically we took William to visit his big sister's grave. Very very sad and poignant. It still hurts, and probably always will. I am someone who has ALWAYS wanted to be a mom more than anything, so that little baby that we lost was so incredibly wanted. Losing her really broke my heart. I can't wait to meet her in heaven someday! I know she's waiting for all of us, especially her little brother William, and that Jesus is taking very good care of her for us!